I'm not sure whether i did it. But I think I did. I think I pissed her off. I wanted her to scream at me with her problems, I wanted her to complain to me about her family or whatever problems she have. I thought it would help. But it seem it only made matter worse. Haiz.
I want her to complain to me. I dun want to be an outsider. I want her to complain about her problems, not just pick up trouble with me. I want her to let it all out. I want her to discuss it with me. I want to be involve in her problem. That's what I think Boyfriends/husbands are for.
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It's worrying that she hadn't slept for 2 days. The sleeplessness had caused her headache. She really need to rest. Hope it's really alright for her.
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She tried to take it on her body. Not very smart. Made me quite angry just to think of it. I screamed at her abit, and she agreed to cure her pain. Dun like screaming at anyone. It only made it worse that I had to do it to her. Hate the feeling.
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Darling, be strong. Dun give up. I know I am not reliable sometime, but it's really upsetting that I got scolded for all kind of things. I hope you'll share with me your problems more.
