Y do u come back for me???

I dun understand..... It seems like you dun need me......

Feel so cheap.... feel so stupid......

What did I do wrong??? Y is it my fault??? U being rude to me is my fault?

Y is everything my fault?

I love you and I wanted to see u is my fault?

I want you to confirm the date of coming, so that I know whether to still have hope of u coming to celebrate my birthday really that bad a thing?

I wanted to confirmed your date and booked trip to Chiang Mai..... Is that really a bad thing?
We can go good... we cannot go, then too bad I know... but still I still hope we can go together.... really that bad???

Everyone is trying on my side... My mom, my dad, me.... we try everything to pull through this..... We hope my dad would heal... physio, chinese med, then now we looking for other doctors who are experts in the nerves area..... I still had hope of us travelling together....

What about her????

Now that CH is not going to Chiang Mai anymore, my tickets is really wasted.... really wasted.... because of her indecisiveness.... even if she confirmed coming to Thailand, we may not have rooms.....

I did not tell her to ignore her parents.... I just feel like she's not that thrilled to be coming to Thailand anymore.... All the things she's concerned about are very trivial...... Yes I understood that she wants to go to Genting with her parents..... but then Y must wait until fully heal then can ask? It's not even making sense.... The closer to the date you ask, the most probably they would say no... because your aunt side would have already booked their tour.... most probably they have a dateline for you guys to confirm....

I dun understand y getting information is so hard for her... the earlier she confirm, the earlier she can make plans.... Y doesn't she have this idea?

She's being an idiot and a moron just like when I had to do my work permit... makes a big fuss out of nothing... spoil everybody's mood...... when there's actually nothing......

very frustrated... very tiring... very stupid.... an idiot she is......

I hate idiots.... what i hate more than idiots is idiots who dunno they are idiots.....

dun say dun talk..... everything like trying to avoid...... she only knows how to run away.... she dun deal with problems... let them come... she'll just handle it when its at its worst time..... really idiot....