This time is the real deal.... That she really understand me..... Somehow I felt dispensable.... Its always me who begged.... Its always me who try to convince her to come back..... Although there wasn't any breakup initiation..... But I can tell that I really need her.... I was afraid of losing her.... Feeling vulnerable.... Feel like I'm only waiting for her to leave me.... Feel like she can leave me for any reason right now.... Feel like a live fish caught in net.... Only waiting for the net to be pulled up by her.... Scared... So scared.... Losing confidence.... I need assurance from her.... I need her to make me feel like we're in this together.... A fish jus like me....
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