It felt like... I haven't really heard from her.... why.... who.. how... or what??? causes her to treat me like that...... Wondering if she felt like I deserve all that.. If I do, why.... if I don't, then why do that???.....
Even though she wanted to remain friend, she does not talk to me anymore..... even after my attempt to be friendly.... whatever will be will be... I don't feel that I owe her anything.....
I need explanations though.... She had been reading my inner thoughts.... she should have a clear picture of what's going on around me.... me?? she's still a mystery.... it feels like she is hiding things from me..... it feels like.... She has to start a new blog to write her thoughts.....
Know what? forget it..... if she don't want to be friend, then forget it.... I won't force her.... If she just tell me, I will stop pestering her...
