She finally complained about me.......... I've been doing nothing but change..... change after change.... changes made so I can fit to what she wants me to be..... Ended up, she dun like my changes at all.......... She cried... saying she dun feel pampered......
Everyone else comes before me.... that's how I lived my life..... She's number 1.... I do all I can for her..... I try to appreciates what little things she does for me.... I appreciates that she takes special care of me when I fell sick.... I appreciates those little things like taking water for me when I am not feeling well.... When she sees that I tried hard to entertain her nephew, she also brings me a bottle of water...... I appreciates that.... When she accompany me to Tua Mm's place and tried being nice to the old lady, I appreciates that.... When she have to sit on the bus uncomfortably so I could sit my luggage safely, that I appreciates..... When I fell sick, not only does she look out for what I eat, she also make sure I take medicine. She also put me to sleep and prevent her nephew from waking me up..... I appreciates it everytime she comes my home and address my parents when she sees them. All little things, all appreciated....... Not to mention the big things that she really cared about, like taking leaves, spending money, flying over.......
But me? only the things she's unhappy about get remembered... She said I dun dote on her..... I really felt a cold cold wave on my heart.... I wished I died...... I shouldn't hear those words......
