When I young, I got slapped on the face as punishment for things I did wrong. The slap was a powerful one as I fell to the floor by the impact..... I cried....... I got scolded.... "你很委屈是吗?" I shook my head...... "那你哭什么哭?"....... I remembered I got slapped because I said the word Gian.... I was talking to XF, nice friendly conversation in front of the TV.... I got slapped by my brother.. He shouted Alan!, I faced his direction and the palm got to my face..... He said I was an Ah Beng... Ask me what gang I belonged to.... Just because I speak the word Gian..... Was 14.....
The actual truth: I was not in a gang.... I dunno what's wrong with the word Gian.... I was feeling 委屈.....