It feels very demotivating....

It feels like I haven't had anything happy to post for a long long time.... I feel like I'm whining all the time... Feel like not myself.... I always try to solve the problems whenever I see one... but with her, I couldn't do anything about it..... Maybe the problem is with myself.... How do I need to change myself to feel happy all the time??? I think I would give up bloging le...... complaining would never solve anything... it makes you feel better, but everything is still unchanged.... I have to stop complaining, and do what has more impact than blogging... anything....