She think I want to get the BB chat becos of Other ppl..... Not trusted.....
Why the hell do I want to do all these stupid things??? WHY WHY WHY!!!!!
Stupid STUPID STUPID!!!!
Pay for stupid bus ticket 2000+ Baht made me very poor and she never say anything... Now 199 Baht and I save normally from 350 Baht... She scold me.... FUCK!!!! Why the hell do I do so many things for her!!!! She dun even appreciates..... WHY!!!!!! Buy flower got scolded.... do whatever also got scolded!!!!
Initially I feel very happy to be able to chat with her... But now... I really waste the stupid money..... Dun feel like talking to her anymore... Why bother when ppl cannot even trust me.....
No trust.. No appreciation... Only scold scold scold... Why do I love her still???? Have to please her, have to console her.... now I got BB... I can do all those things.... Why..... Why she only think that I dun do it for her.... Feel so idiot... still go ensogo see everyday.. see got what offer.....
We do not share the same joy..... We do not understand one another's sorrow.... How to do this for another 2 years? 10 years? 20 years? 30 years? All she sees is negative side of me.... ALWAYS.....
