I cried sending her off.... Been holding back since last night... She noticed me on and off.... Kept asking me what's wrong.... I don't want her to leave.... That's what's wrong with me.... I couldn't hold a single proper conversation the whole day.... Other than the gnomeo Juliet conversation I can only recall I'm ok and I want to eat icy cold things.... Maybe that's why she want me to talk too.... I am trying to hold back my tears... But alas. I couldn't hold on. I cried.
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She quarreled with me b4 she go in. I slapped her for saying I only need her for sex. It just felt wrong. If I did nothing abt it, and it will seem like she said it right. I slap her and it hurts me bad. Its the 1st time I ever slapped her. Not the happiest thing. She's the same. She lose temper and she couldn't understand anything.
Me? I don't understand her too. 跟她在一起，就算没东西做我也很开心. That's why I can stand shopping with her. Its not becos I love to shop around with girls. Its becos I get to be with her.
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